DEAR DIARY...: A letter to...❤️

Subject: A Letter to my Heart!

(PS: The Heart in this, is not any particular person,, but my own heart is treated as a person)

Dear heart,

I know you're sweet.. I know you're kind.. I know you're selfless.. I know you're the prettiest.❤️

I know you’re stubborn and you barely make an effort to listen to me. But Can you please just pause for a while n speak to me.. can we please have a conversation??

Fine, I'll take it as an Yes, and let me start.

Have I ever scold you for anything? Yes, tell me. Just tell me if I had..🤷

Alright, I am sorry for the last month when I shouted badly at you.. But I guess I wasn’t wrong. How could you overthink soo much about a tiny little thing. You were thinking wrong about the person I trust the most, that too over a matter of priority. Even when you knew that you're thinking too much n digging the closed well, which is unnecessary! So yeah.. You deserved the scolding that day!!

Okay listen to me: you’re the purest thing I’ve ever known. I love you more than you could think. And believe me, you're the queen.

You must have heard me talking to myself when I feel low? You must have also seen me listening n murmuring to Ed shereen's "we don't talk anymore like we used to do.."

Come On! That isn’t just about a song or lyrics. I mean it When I say you such things.. I don't know how do you act soo dumb sometimes, being the smartest one ever. And do you remember? I also told you about DJ Snake's "let me love you.." Come on.. don't say No now.. not again!! You know right, I’ve never been so romantic with anyone else.. Okay, Stop blushing. Helloo Don't fly now! Keep your feet on the ground and stay here, I still have few more words to complete.

Sometimes we get these weird comparisons in our mind right? Hey wait wait.. don't be confused. Am talking about you only!! To that context, I see you like the tiny parasite, living within me.. but within a second, a question pops up in my head.. i.e, Am I wrong? Bcz sometimes I feel like, The parasite is not you, it's me.. Who's around you & using you as an host organism for all my needs, my decisions, my moves, my thinking n blah blah blah! Omg I can't even love anyone without you!! See don't you feel like am the parasite here? Completely dependent on you!!

Okay let's move from there..

Well, you must have seen me wondering through the window or talking to my cutie-sweety swimming roommates, or sitting Infront of my diary with a pen in the hand.. when the clock struck 2 AM and getting lost in the conservation with you..

You’ve never questioned me because you have always understood what 2 AM feels like for me. You’ve known me really well and have understood me to the depths of my soul!

Sweetheart, Thaankyouu for being the best friend I hold today.

Thank you for those really bad scolding. (Which you get from me & also returning few to me)

Thank you for those insane thoughts. (I like them btw)

Thank you for keeping me kind, soft, polite, genuine, and also arrogant.

Thank you for keeping me positive.

Thank you for reminding about the best things like Gratitude and guilty.

Thank you for making me a strong girl.

Thank you for making me feel the best.

Thank you for reminding me to be ME, always. (Ik I wasn't me in recent times)

No one can ever replace you.

You’ve been my sweetheart always. And I love you more n more n more..

(PS: Please bear my anger, my mood swings n my overthinking)