And suddenly, I Realized!

Heyy Meow! You want an update?

Okay then listen...

Long conversations Converted into just an update calls.

And suddenly, Life was on its next step.

Late night video calls, Were no longer there.

And suddenly, 'The person you are calling is on another call' was the only hellotune.

The other one had no idea of what's going on, 

Things were not in place.

And suddenly, I was on the path of memory chase.

Every goodnews, Was not good anymore.

And suddenly, Priorities were changed and nothing as before.

Unexpected calls, Were no longer expected.

And suddenly Nothing in my life sounded important to that one.. even my existence, like how my messages got ignored.

Tons of smiles, And laughter was now converted into past tense. (May be just for me)

And suddenly, No one was there to listen to my nonsense. (Leave nonsense, no one was there for me Emotionally)

Happiness was far away,

Sadness needed a little consoling. 

I was the only one who was missing.

I thought I had all the rights even to scold up my friend to make him understand, but my feelings didn't let me narrate on my own. 

I can't lie I wanted that friend to understand me.

I can't blame anyone bcz It's me, who has no one. 

I can't blame myself, I can't change others priorities.

I can't blame my friend, he was there for someone he wants. 

My bestest friend was no longer there for me. 

And suddenly, My bestfriend fell in love. 

And am here ignoring my sadness again, bcz it's good being unnoticed. 

Anyways Am already so used to it that, I can't control my tears just with a lil love from anyone. 

T&C: Please Dont Talk Sweet To Me, You should End Up Consoling! 

#AWeekOldPieceFromMyDiary

#BtwAmNotCrying

Signing off, 

Vandanaa✨