20200325

Beautiful!?✨

“Will catch up in 15 mins on the terrace.” He said and hung up the call.

“Do you even realise how late you are? Every time you do the same.” She screamed.
(With her folded arms trying to ignore him she turned right)

He tapped his phone to look at the time. “I am sorry dear. 28 mins late, I realised it right now.”

"Woahh! You have a cool terrace. *Beautiful* Indeed. Am thinking Why did You never invited me here. We can see the beautiful view of city from here. I never knew this strong was the intensity of wind and this serene the place was. Or else I would have invited myself.” He tried tickling her funny bone, to change that unusual atmosphere.

“Even the weather is cool na, this makes me feel romant….” (Before he could continue his sentence her mom disrupted him.)

“Guys, why can't you both come n have a cup of coffee first”

“ Haan Aunty. Thankyou.”

“Helloo madam, What would happen if I would have pronounce the word romantic. Aunty would have thrown me out of the house, instead of calling me to have the hot coffee, in this breezy evening. Right?” He mockingly exclaimed playing with her messy hairs.

She discontinued the conversation and tried to reach his hand, holding his hand tightly, and started saying “Paarth, Dear I love you and I know you love me too.. But dear listen to me.. You deserve a Beautiful person. You deserve someone better than me. How can an acid victim be your life partner? You take your time. Think about it.. Think it deeply. I will wait for your reply. And am ready to accept whatever you say.”( She said wiping her tears.)

He placed his hand above her hand, holding her hand even more tightly, and said. “I don’t need to think baby. You are beautiful. Beautiful. Much beautiful. What do you think makes you less beautiful? Your face? Your figure? Your self degrading nature? Is it?

“No dear. Am looking for my soulmate, not the fashion show partner! 
Okay, Let me tell you.. You have a pretty soul. *Beautiful* Indeed. How beautifully you cherish the moments you had. How beautifully you look at the mirror every day and tell yourself, “I am proud of myself”. How proud you're about your kindness. How proud you're about your smarrness. How beautifully you take care of your siblings every now & then. How independently you take all your decisions. How beautifully you make the people around you get the positive vibrations. How bravely you suffer the 5 days pain of menstrual cycle every month. How amazingly you manage everything and spare love for me. How else do we define 'Beauty' dear?”

(Beauty was the word she always thought of.  She never looked for a beautyfull heart.)

“ThankYou Paarth. You make me feel BEAUTIFUL.”
(He pulled her towards him, hugged her, kissing her forehead)
"You're my beautyful, You're my everything!"

Then there they had the beautiful evening..!!❤️

20200324

Irreplaceable💕

Hmmm.. This one is dedicated to My favourite Human!!
Ofc everyone will have one human, to whom they can loudly tell that "Yess You're My person❤️"
And here Am just expressing how blessed I am.. to have this human being!
Okay, Let's start??

Every time i feel low,
You are always there to make me smile..
What else should i say?
Your presence is like my happy place!

No matter how bad my day is,
At the end of the day its always beautiful with you..
What else should i demand?
You are always my unpaid therapist!

Even after my fight over a silly matter,
You always ready to take the fault..
What else should i pray?
You cover every piece that i lack!

Every time my moodswings hits me, 
You always there to calm me down, like a coffee..
What else should I crave?
You replace all my favourites!

Long chit chat n Pj sessions with you,
Making funny faces over a video call..
What else should i need?
You are always there to pick me up when i fall!

When I feel frustrated over a stupid stuff,
I can see you as my stress buster..
What else should I look for?
You are always there for me to rely on!

Sharing every bit of my day,
With you i feel complete..
What else should i mention?
With a cheesy pasta, you are my Oreo shake!

This bond is a blessing,
I know i don't express..
What else should i ask?
My bestfriend is my favourite Human!

Valentines come and go,
Ours is something pure n precious..
What else should i dedicate?
You are my irreplaceable!!💕

By: Vandanaaa

A letter to...❤️

Subject: A Letter to my Heart!
(PS: The Heart in this, is not any particular person,, but my own heart is treated as a person)
 
Dear heart,

I know you're sweet.. I know you're kind.. I know you're selfless.. I know you're the prettiest.❤️
I know you’re stubborn and you barely make an effort to listen to me. But Can you please just pause for a while n speak to me.. can we please have a conversation?? 

Fine, I'll take it as an Yes, and let me start.
Have I ever scold you for anything? Yes, tell me. Just tell me if I had..🤷
Alright, I am sorry for the last month when I shouted badly at you.. But I guess I wasn’t wrong. How could you overthink soo much about a tiny little thing. You were thinking wrong about the person I trust the most, that too over a matter of priority. Even when you knew that you're thinking too much n digging the closed well, which is unnecessary! So yeah.. You deserved the scolding that day!!

Okay listen to me: you’re the purest thing I’ve ever known. I love you more than you could think. And believe me, you're the queen.
You must have heard me talking to myself when I feel low? You must have also seen me listening n murmuring to Ed shereen's "we don't talk anymore like we used to do.." 
Come On! That isn’t just about a song or lyrics. I mean it When I say you such things.. I don't know how do you act soo dumb sometimes, being the smartest one ever. And do you remember? I also told you about DJ Snake's "let me love you.." Come on.. don't say No now.. not again!!  You know right, I’ve never been so romantic with anyone else.. Okay, Stop blushing. Helloo Don't fly now! Keep your feet on the ground and stay here, I still have few more words to complete.

Sometimes we get these weird comparisons in our mind right? Hey wait wait.. don't be confused. Am talking about you only!! To that context, I see you like the tiny parasite, living within me.. but within a second, a question pops up in my head.. i.e, Am I wrong? Bcz sometimes I feel like, The parasite is not you, it's me.. Who's around you & using you as an host organism for all my needs, my decisions, my moves, my thinking n blah blah blah! Omg I can't even love anyone without you!! See don't you feel like am the parasite here? Completely dependent on you!!

Okay let's move from there..
Well, you must have seen me wondering through the window or talking to my cutie-sweety swimming roommates, or sitting Infront of my diary with a pen in the hand.. when the clock struck 2 AM and getting lost in the conservation with you..
You’ve never questioned me  because you have always understood what 2 AM feels like for me.  You’ve known me really well and have understood me to the depths of my soul! 
Sweetheart, Thaankyouu for being the best friend I hold today. 
Thank you for those really bad scolding. (Which you get from me & also returning few to me)
Thank you for those insane thoughts. (I like them btw)
Thank you for keeping me kind, soft, polite, genuine, and also arrogant.
Thank you for keeping me positive.
Thank you for reminding about the best things like Gratitude and guilty.
Thank you for making me a strong girl.
Thank you for making me feel the best.
Thank you for reminding me to be ME, always. (Ik I wasn't me in recent times)
No one can ever replace you. 
You’ve been my sweetheart always. And I love you more n more n more..
 (PS: Please bear my anger,  my mood swings n my overthinking)

With tons of love, 
    Your BeshtFriend💙

By: Vandanaaa 

20200321

Love!!?

What is love for you?

By ‘You’ I mean each one of you reading this.
 (Although somewhere I trigger few people out there)

1. Is it the love that We have for our parents.. Hey wait!
Try scrolling down your social media on ‘mother’s day’ or ‘father’s day’ .
The poor parents aren’t even aware of the fact that their “Dad's princess or mom's little girl ” exists on instagram and facebook and is telling them that they love them. 
No matter how many fights you have with them on that day, but a post is must, otherwise you might be declared as an orphan by the society..

2.Is it the satisfaction that you get after posting infinite pictures on instagram and receiving the validation from people that you are indeed “good looking” ,  cause anyhow it doesn’t matter how many times your own parents might have told you the same fucking thing.

3. Or is it the  ‘Awww’ and ‘Oh my God’?  Bcz this is how we portray our love in front of people, animals as well as certain inanimate objects. Well, this is also a sad n harsh truth that when a person chooses to say that he loves you , this is how he gets a reply – ‘Awww’ !
        (I am awestruck at such gestures sometimes.. You too??)

4. Well sadly, just like we idolize our Gods, our beliefs, we are idolizing Love too.  
Isn’t it “Virushka” fans? 
I’m not against following trends but how does following trends in love life makes sense? 

5. Now I feel like talking in detail about the one sided lovers hoisting their singlehood status high promoting the love failure songs.. 
 “Tu safar mera , Hai tu hi meri manzil
Tere bina guzara, Ae dil hai Mushkil…. ”
  I really feel feel like adding another category to the gender list –  Male, female, others, “Heartbroken”.
In the current condition, people show their sadness by removing their WhatsApp dp, put up an extremely depressing and gloomy statuses..
Which makes us thinks that "oh may be break up is an equivalent to black hole approaching the earth" in the present scenario.

6. Definitely love isn't something clingy.. Clinging to the person you love is another pathetic form of love happening these days. Having a lot of expectations from that poor soul who doesn't even have an idea about your level of expectations but is accused over and over again for not being “available” for you. 

I mean how is he supposed to be available for you all the fucking time ? Not calling, texting 24*7 doesn’t mean that he doesn’t love you. Sometimes space is the most ignored and overrated word that eventually leads to the gap in the relationships and families.

Huh! The word “Love”  is something which is very difficult to define. I guess..!! 

I repeat, What is love?
To be very honest it’s a lack , the most inarticulate word in the best known dictionaries of the universe.

And may be the word has a phrase in itself. There’s no definition,no song ,no words , no poems that can justify the gravity of this word.. not just a word, that's a longest sentence in its own way. 

And “I can’t live without you” is the most trending illusion that people believe and a lie that people fall for..
Stop misleading yourself, stop doing injustice to an emotion by jabbing it over and over. You can’t chain a person unlike your pet.
      In my way it’s better n easier to love, than to give love. Bcz in present scenario, the two-way lane can end up with  a blockage.

Love is something most beautiful of all the emotions . But at the same time , it does have its own limits.
You can’t expect me to love you in place of food and coffee. I mean love can’t buy you food unless it’s love for your work, your passion.
Holding hands and offering a warm touch isn’t a cliche things. It’s a gesture, an unconventional-cum-conventional way of expressing love . 
Singing songs isn’t overrated, it’s simply a way to project your feelings. Making small moves, giving in equivalence to the amount you take, some hugs, some kisses, some gestures , taking out time and perhaps the list goes on, are the little ways that add ups an explanation to that simple word called 'Love'.
Making you rise at the time when your entire world falls apart is what loving means. This accounts for everyone around you, your parents, friends, partner and your pets too. Emotion and range may differ, but the basement proportion remains constant – it has to be unconditional.

And as humans we do expect but our expectations should never become a barrier to the other person. You both should be each others strength. 
 And Yeah it’s more important to be always together.. not to be near each other .

Moreover love acts as a healer and in your case if it doesn’t, then surely you might be at the wrong page expecting for the unexpecting!

Lastly I would say that I believe Love is something like a dream catcher.. which always blesses you with the sweet, positive n beautifull things by extracting the bitter n the negative ones!

ONE DAY....!!


One Day.... (May be..)

One Day, You Will No Longer Be An Almost!
One day you will no longer have to wait. 
One day you will no longer have to think where you stand in someone’s life. 
One day you will no longer be someone’s option. 
One day you will no longer walk alone. 
One day you will no longer have to run for those hands which doesn't wants your hands to hold. 
One day you will no longer have to assume things.
One day you'll no longer have to overthink. 
One day someone will find the sweetest days with you. 
One day you will no longer wake up with pillows surrounding your bed with dried tears on them. 
One day you will wake up with the arms surrounding, which never wants to let you go.
One day you won’t be an almost. 
One day you won’t be something that’s not meant to be. 
One day you will be looked at like the most amazing human being in the universe. 
One day you will be someones home after a long, tiring day from work. 
One day you will be someone’s reason for getting up every morning. 
One day you will be someone’s greatest blessing. 
One day you will be that someone they will always choose. 
One day you will stop questioning your value and worth. 
One day someone will make you feel like you are special.
One day you will no longer wait. 
One day you will no longer hurt. 
One day you will be taken care of. 
One day you will be treated like the most precious person. 
One day you will be someones weakness. 
One day you will be the beautiful chapter of someones life. 
One day you will be their utmost piece of perfection.
One day you will no longer be an option. 
One day you will no longer be a mistake.
One day you will have someone who stays through the rest of your life, no matter how hard it gets. 
One day you will have someone who will never leave, even if things go wrong. 
One day you will have someone who never gets tired of you.
One day you will have someone who can listen to you n your nonsense talks all the day.
One day you will have someone who never feels done with your daily drama.
One day someone will know that without a single doubt, it is with you whom they belong.
One day, you will be the reason why someone will say their search is finally over.
One day, you will be someone who includes you in their prayers. 
One day you'll be someones answer for if love exists.
One day you'll have someone to watch your fav shows with.
One day you'll have someone with whom you can enjoy the beautiful sunsets.
One day you will have someone to have a beach walk.
One day you will have someone to star gaze with
One day you will have someone to fight over the last slice of pizza.
One day you will have someone to get you bunch of chocolates on your most horrible days.
One day you will have someone to go on coffee dates.
One day you will have someone who takes you to have ice-cream in the mid night. 
One day you will have someone to scream over unrelated matters.
One day you will have someone who surprises you with the tiny little things.
One day you will have someone to discuss nothing n everything.
One day you will have someone who fulfils everything you're dreaming of.
One day you will have someone with whom you can be YOU.
Yeahh One day ... ❤️

Are you ready for an apology..??!

Are you ready for an apology..??!


Apologizing to your friend can be even harder than realizing that you’ve acted badly!
To truly apologize to a friend, you have to be sincere, admit your mistakes, and let your friend know how much he or she means to you💕

This may sound easier to say but when you throw your ego to the dustbin and show some real care n love, then you’ll have a true n beautiful apology ready.

I’m so sorry, I’m one biggg idiot.. You mean a lot to me. It’s killing me to know that I’ve hurt you and am still..😣

  Here are Some tips: 😜

1. Always apologize in person — it means a lott!!🥰

Unless you and your friend live far away from each other, your best option is to apologize in person. Anything else could be considered lame, like texting in WhatsApp, talking in the public like nothing happened, and these things make you look like a common friend, not the best one.
Sending flowers or gifts r chocolates is okay, but if you do this kind of thing instead of talking to your friend face to face then you’re just hiding behind the gifts.
And flowers aren’t going to talk up and say “I’m sorry.” If you want your apology to sound sincere, then no expensive gift/chocolate or beautiful bouquet is going to beat a face-to-face meeting.

If your friend is really far away, then call or videocall them. It’s not perfect, but it is way better than ignoring things until you see each other again!! 
Hey.. wait!! You still have an another option... Infact beautiful option.. Try writing a letter for them🥰 Oh sorry, I forgot this is an updated generation right!! Ookay then the laaaast but the beshtt option: Why can't you send an email? Longggg paragraph with emoji's decorated in between the chain of letters n the longg sentences with full of emotions.. Woww!! Heart touching!!❤️ 


2. Never say sorry as a formality.🤷

Apologies should be heartfelt. But they should also fulfill all the below mentioned points:

✓Taking full responsibility for what you’ve done.

✓Realizing how it’s made the other person feel.

✓Including the words “I’m sorry, I know the fault is mine”

✓Showing how grateful you are for the friendship.

✓Planning to make things up or be better next time.

✓Assuring that the same mistake won't happen again.

3.  Apologize, no matter how hard it seems❤️

When you find that it’s time to apologize, don't find reasons to backout and dont wait for your friend to approach you. If your friend approaches you about what you’ve done, then you already run the risk of looking like a bad friend, so strike while the iron is hot (but when your friend has cooled off).

Make apologizing to your friend a priority. If you think like 'will see later or wait for the right time' why do you even want to apologize?

Apologies can be hard. But they’re necessary. Get over your fears and pride or ego and remember that you've hurted someone you love n care about.

4. Say you’re sorry😊

That’s right. This is the most important part. Suck it up and spit it out. Say, “I’m really sorry that I did that.” Or, “I’m really sorry that I…” Make it clear that you are sorry about something that you’ve done to hurt your friend. This may be the hardest task, so take a deep breath, make eye contact with your friend, and say that you are really sorry.

Don’t say something like, “I’m sorry that you were so upset…” This is some terrible, passive aggressive crap that basically blames them, not you. Like making excuses, it makes you a bad friend.

5.Tell them their friendship is more important than your ego💙

Let your friend see that your friendship is more important than anything else in the world and that you know you need to redefine your priorities in the future. Your friend should see that whatever you did wasn’t worth it and that you wish that you could start over and put your friend first in mind instead. Be frank and honest. This isn’t the time to use sentences like “you know I’m your friend.” This is the time for “I’m your friend, but I didn’t act like it and am really sorry for that.”

6. Find a way to make them happy.. try to compensate your mistake with the happiness.

Hey! Don’t buy any fancy things to gift them. Things don’t create friendships, conversations do. Take them out for dinner, make sudden plans with them, hang out soon, and surprise them with a sudden visit. This is your friend, it's not must, but why can't you make time for them.. when you really care about their feelings.

7. Lastly... Ask for forgiveness🤗

After you’ve said all of the things you’ve had to say, ask your friend, “Will you forgive me?” Hopefully, your friend will see how much your friendship means to you and will forgive you right away. Then you can hug, show how happy you are, and be relieved that you made it through the apology. And if your friend needs a little more time and won’t forgive you, at least you can tell yourself that you tried.
No one likes asking for forgiveness, that’s what makes it so meaningful when you do! Don’t skip this tip, thinking about your ego.. bcz it’s important❤️

@vandanasn1498


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